Tried giving myself a 30-day challenge…. Nope, didn’t work. Guess who slept and moped about the house on her days off again!

Sobriety is such a hard concept.

Life is so, so weird.

3/1/13. A series of random, all space oriented dreams. These are the last two I can remember.

The first. My body wasn’t human. It was celestial. I was in space. I was part of the universe. Myself and other beings had co.conciousness. We were almost god-like. We were watching a very important moment in history. Something about Pluto’s orbit crossing a path it had never crossed before. Something significant had happened. I wonder what.

The second I can not remember all of. Fading in I was standing on my grandmas patio waiting for the sun to set. There was what began to look like a shooting star, but suddenly it got much closer, much larger. A meteor had broken the atmosphere and had exploded in the sky after it had passed over our heads. Similar to what has just happened in Russia. However it didn’t break or dissapear. It made three more loud noises and appeared to hop across the sky back towards us. It landed in the street a little to the right of our yard. The object was made of metal, shiny and perfectly spherical. It quickly changed shape into a street light and pulled itself into the yard across the street. Scared, we all ran inside. It felt like a spy from an alien planet. Or a cover up of something the government was plotting to do. Not sure exactly what happened after that. But I knew I felt like I was living in tyranny.